kshandra: Cartoon of a young girl, a purple streak in her hair, at a computer; the text reads "dear blog, I HATE EVERYONE!" (I Hate Everyone)
A bout of very public drama on Facebook Tuesday, wherein my estranged father deleted me for having the nerve to tell him to stop responding automatically to anything I posted about the Giants with "Go [whoever they were playing that week]!" - which he seemed to think was "finding common ground" with me - has done nothing to help my overall mental state. On top of this, I'm badly overdue for a replacement mask for my facehugger, so I've been waking up several times a night when the vents pop open and the pressure changes (to say nothing of the extra noise). And it's been more than 12 months since I got the machine, so my prescription has expired, and the company I got it from can't send me any new supplies until the scrip has been renewed. I found a store online that would sell me one without it, and I should have it by Monday, but having to pay out of pocket for it annoys me.

It's been a real struggle not to eat my feelings every night.

Date: 2014-10-24 06:14 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] amaebi
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I admire you tremendously, and wish I could support you more in your well-considered and difficult struggles.

Date: 2014-10-24 12:35 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] johnpalmer.livejournal.com
You do indeed deserve a medal... that's a hell of a load to be carrying.

Date: 2014-10-27 10:47 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] johnpalmer.livejournal.com
PS: Hope it arrived, and wasn't too cheesy.

Date: 2014-10-24 01:35 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] eggomulligan.livejournal.com
I'm sorry life is handing you a big ball of suck right now. [hug]

Date: 2014-10-24 02:25 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] murphymom.livejournal.com
I am so sorry - he seemed so normal when we were dating...

Date: 2014-10-24 03:21 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] cymrullewes.livejournal.com
They always seem normal, then they change or you change and they react badly.

Date: 2014-10-24 06:09 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] browngirl.livejournal.com
*hands you a star and praises you with great praise*

Date: 2014-10-24 06:45 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] sarahendipity.livejournal.com
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*huggles* I feel you. All I want to do is hide, but both Smurrf and my therapist keep pushing me to go out and do things. :(

Date: 2014-10-24 07:45 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] notalwaysweak
notalwaysweak: Rainbow rose with words 'love as thou wilt' below in white lettering (Default)
A big shiny medal.

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